​The Diary of Sara Green, a 17-year-old Girl Who Committed Suicide in a Psychiatric Center

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​the Diary of Sara Green, a 17 Year Old Girl Who Committed

Sara Green was a 17-year-old girl from England whose death in March 2014 while admitted to a psychiatric unit revealed serious failures in the adolescent mental health care system. Her personal diary, which documented her struggles, was later shared by BBC Panorama to highlight the profound challenges facing young people in mental health crisis and the systemic issues that contributed to her tragic death.

Sara’s Background and Mental Health Journey

Sara Green had a long history of mental health problems that began when she was just 11 years old. Despite being an academically excellent student who achieved outstanding grades in her GCSE exams and aspired to attend university, Sara suffered internally from severe psychological distress.

During her teenage years, Sara was a victim of bullying at school, which deeply affected her mental health. In her diary, she wrote poignantly about this experience: “I’m not accepted at school. There’s a limit to the number of insults a person can tolerate. They hate me for what I am, but the truth is I hate myself. I don’t understand how I’ve let what they do to me affect me so much”.

Sara developed Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD) and began engaging in self-harm as a way to cope with her emotional pain—a behavior unfortunately common among adolescents experiencing severe distress. She started receiving treatment from the Grimsby Child and Adolescent Mental Health Service in the UK.

Multiple Crisis Points and Hospitalizations

Sara’s mental health journey involved several critical incidents that led to multiple psychiatric admissions:

2011 – First Suicide Attempt: In February 2011, at age 14, Sara took an overdose of antidepressants. Her family discovered her in time, and she was referred to Ash Villa, a therapeutic unit in Sleaford specializing in treating minors, where she was admitted as a voluntary patient. She was eventually discharged and returned home.

However, her problems had not resolved. In her diary, she wrote: “I want to tell them the truth about how things have gotten worse. I’m not okay. Inside, I’m shattered”.

2013 – Second Overdose and Transfer to Adult Facilities: In July 2013, Sara suffered another overdose. This time, she was admitted to an adult psychiatric facility in Doncaster, where she attempted to hang herself with a bedsheet. She was then transferred to an adult center in Scunthorpe, and finally, on July 17, 2013, she was admitted to the Orchard Unit at Cheadle Royal Hospital in Stockport—a private facility located 160 kilometers (approximately 100 miles) from her home.

The Pain of Distance and Deterioration

One of the most heartbreaking aspects of Sara’s diary was her documentation of how being so far from her family intensified her suffering. The distance wasn’t chosen lightly—there simply were no available beds in facilities closer to her home, a systemic failure that would later be identified as a contributing factor to her death.

In her diary, Sara wrote: “I want to go home. I’m just waiting for the moment when Mom and Stacey can visit me because not being able to see them has made me feel much worse”.

The separation from her family and the placement in an adult unit (rather than an age-appropriate adolescent facility) appeared to exacerbate Sara’s condition rather than improve it. She documented this deterioration: “What has happened is that now I think much more about suicide than when I arrived at this place. And right now these (thoughts) are getting worse and worse”.

During just one month, Sara attempted to strangle herself on eight separate occasions.

Sara’s Final Days

In March 2014, Sara was found unconscious on the floor of her hospital room. Medical staff discovered that she had harmed herself with wire used for binding notebooks, which she had wrapped around her neck. Despite the efforts of medical personnel and emergency services, they were unable to revive her. Sara Green was pronounced dead on March 18, 2014.

Just before her death, Sara had written a devastating diary entry: “I came into hospital with one or two obsessions and now I’m out of control… I just want to hurt myself all the time”.

Her final words captured her profound pain: “I don’t want to be me… I want to be free… I need a remedy to cure this pain… I know I smile, but I haven’t been happy for a long time”.

The Inquest and Critical Findings

An official inquest into Sara’s death was conducted in April 2015, and its findings were highly critical of how the psychiatric facility managed her case.

Significantly, the coroner concluded that Sara did not intend to die. The official determination was that her death resulted from self-harm that went further than intended, driven by worsening anxiety due to her prolonged period in an adult facility far from her home. This distinction is important—Sara was not attempting suicide but engaging in self-harm behavior that tragically resulted in her death.

The coroner identified the lack of available mental health beds for adolescents as a contributory factor in Sara’s death. The systemic shortage of age-appropriate facilities meant that vulnerable young people like Sara were being placed in adult units far from their support systems—circumstances that could worsen rather than improve their conditions.

Sara’s mother, Jane Evans, told the BBC: “Sara was scared because she knew what was happening. That’s why this is so difficult, because she knew she couldn’t do anything about it. And no one could do anything about it”.

Jane Evans also raised concerns about whether appropriate measures were taken to protect Sara from the risk she posed to herself and whether she received adequate care.

Systemic Issues Revealed

Sara Green’s case became emblematic of broader failures in the UK’s child and adolescent mental health system. According to INQUEST, a charity that investigates state-related deaths, since 2010, nine young people had died while admitted to psychiatric inpatient facilities in the UK alone.

Key systemic problems highlighted by Sara’s case include:

Shortage of age-appropriate facilities: The lack of available beds in adolescent mental health units meant young people were often placed in adult facilities, where the environment and treatment approaches were not designed for their developmental needs.

Geographic separation from families: When local facilities weren’t available, young patients were sent to distant locations, severing them from crucial family support during their most vulnerable moments. Research consistently shows that family connection is protective for mental health, yet systemic constraints often made this impossible.

Inadequate risk assessment and monitoring: Questions were raised about whether staff adequately assessed and responded to Sara’s escalating self-harm behaviors and suicidal ideation.

Transition between services: Moving young people between multiple facilities, as happened with Sara, creates discontinuity of care and prevents the therapeutic relationships necessary for effective treatment.

Insufficient resources: The fundamental issue underlying many of these problems was inadequate funding and resources for adolescent mental health services, creating a system unable to meet the needs of young people in crisis.

Systemic FailureImpact on Sara
Lack of adolescent bedsPlaced in adult facility 100 miles from home
Distance from familyIsolation intensified depression and suicidal thoughts
Inadequate monitoringEight strangulation attempts in one month
Multiple facility transfersNo consistent therapeutic relationship
Inappropriate settingAdult unit not designed for adolescent needs

Self-Harm and Suicidal Behavior in Adolescents

Sara’s story illuminates important distinctions in understanding self-destructive behaviors in young people. Self-harm and suicide attempts, while related, often serve different psychological functions:

Self-harm (also called non-suicidal self-injury) typically involves deliberately hurting oneself—through cutting, burning, hitting, or other means—as a way to cope with overwhelming emotional pain, express feelings that can’t be verbalized, or feel some sense of control. Most people who self-harm are not trying to die; they’re trying to manage unbearable psychological distress through physical means.

Suicidal behavior represents a desire to end one’s life permanently, driven by hopelessness and the belief that death is the only escape from suffering.

However, these categories aren’t always distinct. Self-harm increases suicide risk because it involves overcoming natural self-preservation instincts, and an act of self-harm can inadvertently become fatal even without suicidal intent—which appears to be what happened in Sara’s case.

Research shows that adolescents who self-harm and those in psychiatric crisis need:

  • Close monitoring and environmental safety measures
  • Therapeutic relationships with consistent caregivers
  • Connection to family and support systems
  • Age-appropriate treatment settings
  • Interventions addressing underlying psychological pain rather than just preventing behaviors

The Role of Bullying and Social Rejection

Sara’s diary makes clear that bullying played a significant role in her mental health decline. She wrote about the relentless nature of peer rejection and how it compounded her existing self-hatred.

Bullying, particularly during adolescence, creates serious mental health risks including depression, anxiety, self-harm, and suicidal ideation. The adolescent brain is still developing, particularly in areas governing emotional regulation and social processing, making young people especially vulnerable to peer rejection and social stress.

Sara’s academic success couldn’t protect her from the psychological wounds inflicted by sustained bullying. Her case reminds us that mental health struggles affect young people across all demographics and achievement levels—suffering doesn’t discriminate based on grades or potential.

Lessons and Changes Needed

Sara Green’s death, documented through her own words, served as a catalyst for examining how mental health systems serve (or fail to serve) vulnerable young people. Her diary became a powerful testament to the subjective experience of mental health crisis—the fear, pain, isolation, and desperation that statistics and clinical reports often can’t capture.

Key lessons from Sara’s case include:

The critical importance of age-appropriate care: Adolescents have developmental needs distinct from adults. Placing them in adult psychiatric facilities can be traumatic and therapeutically inappropriate.

Family connection as essential, not optional: Unless there are safety concerns, maintaining strong family connections during psychiatric treatment is crucial for young people’s recovery. Distance should be minimized whenever possible.

Listening to patients’ voices: Sara repeatedly expressed through her diary that her condition was worsening, that being far from home was devastating, and that her suicidal thoughts were intensifying. Systems must create space for patients’ subjective experiences to inform treatment decisions.

Adequate funding for adolescent mental health services: Without sufficient beds, staff, and resources, even well-intentioned systems cannot provide safe, effective care.

Better risk assessment and response: When a patient attempts self-strangulation eight times in one month, as Sara did, this should trigger immediate escalation of care and protective measures.

Sara’s Legacy

Sara Green’s mother and family chose to share her diary with the BBC and allow her story to be told publicly—an act of tremendous courage aimed at preventing similar tragedies. By allowing Sara’s own words to reach the public, they transformed her private pain into a powerful call for systemic change.

Sara’s case contributed to ongoing discussions about mental health service provision in the UK and internationally. It highlighted that behind statistics about “service gaps” and “bed shortages” are real young people suffering and sometimes dying because systems fail to protect them.

Her diary entries—raw, honest, and heartbreaking—remind us that mental health crises in young people are medical emergencies requiring adequate resources, appropriate treatment settings, and unwavering commitment to keeping vulnerable individuals safe while addressing their underlying pain.

A Note on Responsible Reporting

Sara’s story is shared here with the intention of honoring her memory, educating about mental health system failures, and potentially preventing similar tragedies. It’s important to note that detailed reporting of suicide methods can be harmful and is avoided here. The focus instead is on systemic issues, Sara’s subjective experience as documented in her diary, and the lessons that might improve care for other vulnerable young people.

If Sara’s story resonates with you personally, please reach out for help. Mental health struggles are real, but they are treatable. No matter how dark things seem, help is available, and recovery is possible.

Resources for Those Struggling

Sara Green’s life mattered. Her suffering was real. And her story continues to call us toward building mental health systems that truly protect and heal young people in crisis.

FAQs About Sara Green’s Case and Adolescent Mental Health

What were the main failures in Sara Green’s psychiatric care?

The coroner’s inquest identified several critical failures in Sara’s care. The most significant was the lack of available beds in age-appropriate facilities, which forced her placement in an adult psychiatric unit 160 kilometers from her home. This geographic separation from her family—identified as a contributory factor in her death—intensified her distress rather than alleviating it. Additionally, despite eight attempted self-strangulations in one month, the level of monitoring and intervention appeared inadequate to protect her from the escalating risk she posed to herself. The multiple transfers between facilities prevented the establishment of consistent therapeutic relationships essential for effective treatment. Sara was also placed in an environment designed for adults rather than adolescents with their distinct developmental needs. Her own diary documented that her condition worsened during hospitalization, with suicidal thoughts intensifying rather than improving—clear warning signs that the treatment approach wasn’t working. The systemic issue underlying all these failures was insufficient resources and beds for adolescent mental health services, creating impossible choices about where to place young people in crisis.

How common are deaths in psychiatric facilities among young people?

According to INQUEST, the charity that investigates state-related deaths, nine young people died while admitted to psychiatric inpatient facilities in the UK between 2010 and when Sara’s case was reported in 2016. While this might seem like a small number, each death represents a catastrophic failure of systems designed to protect vulnerable individuals at their most fragile moments. These deaths often reveal similar patterns—inadequate staffing, inappropriate placements, insufficient monitoring, systemic resource shortages, and gaps between the level of care needed and the level provided. International data on psychiatric facility deaths among adolescents varies by country and reporting requirements, but Sara’s case is unfortunately not unique. What makes her case particularly notable is that her family chose to share her diary publicly, providing rare insight into the subjective experience leading up to such a tragedy. The attention her case received highlighted that these aren’t just statistics but individual young people with families, futures, and stories that deserve to be heard and learned from.

What should families do if their teen is placed far from home in a psychiatric facility?

When a teenager is placed in a distant psychiatric facility due to bed shortages, families face difficult circumstances but can take several important actions. Maintain as much contact as possible through regular visits, phone calls, and video chats within the facility’s rules—consistent family connection is protective even when geographic distance makes it challenging. Advocate persistently for transfer to a closer facility as soon as beds become available; keep in regular contact with local services about availability. Stay actively involved in treatment planning by communicating with the care team, attending family therapy sessions remotely if in-person isn’t possible, and ensuring your teen knows you’re engaged in their care even from distance. Monitor your teen’s wellbeing closely during visits and calls, noting any deterioration in mood, increased hopelessness, or escalating self-harm urges, and immediately report concerns to staff. Document everything—keep records of conversations with staff, incidents, and changes in your teen’s condition. If you have serious concerns about safety or care quality, don’t hesitate to escalate through formal complaint processes, patient advocacy services, or even legal channels if necessary. Connect with other families who’ve navigated similar situations through support groups or advocacy organizations. Finally, be aware that the distress caused by separation is real and valid—Sara’s diary made clear that being far from family significantly worsened her condition, so your concern isn’t overprotectiveness but recognition of a genuine therapeutic factor.

How can schools better address bullying to prevent mental health crises?

Sara’s diary documented how sustained bullying contributed significantly to her mental health decline, highlighting the urgent need for effective school-based interventions. Research-backed approaches include implementing comprehensive anti-bullying programs that address the entire school climate rather than just reacting to individual incidents, creating clear reporting mechanisms where students feel safe disclosing bullying without fear of retaliation or being dismissed, training all staff to recognize bullying signs and respond effectively rather than minimizing or ignoring concerning behaviors, fostering peer support systems where students actively intervene when they witness bullying, and teaching social-emotional skills that build empathy and relationship skills. Schools should take immediate action when bullying is reported rather than waiting to see if it continues, provide support to both targets and perpetrators since bullies often have their own underlying issues, involve parents of all students affected, monitor vulnerable students closely for signs of emotional distress, and connect struggling students with school counselors or mental health services. Creating a school culture where differences are celebrated rather than targeted, where seeking help is encouraged rather than stigmatized, and where adults consistently demonstrate that bullying is unacceptable can prevent the kind of sustained torment Sara experienced. Early intervention matters—Sara’s problems began at age 11, suggesting that middle school represents a critical period for prevention and intervention efforts.

What warning signs indicate an adolescent needs immediate mental health intervention?

Several warning signs should prompt immediate professional evaluation and intervention. Direct statements about wanting to die, feeling hopeless, or being a burden to others should always be taken seriously, never dismissed as attention-seeking. Specific suicide planning—researching methods, giving away possessions, saying goodbye to people—represents acute risk requiring emergency response. Self-harm behaviors, particularly if escalating in frequency or severity as Sara’s did, indicate serious distress even if the person says they don’t want to die. Dramatic mood or behavioral changes including withdrawal from friends and activities, declining academic performance, increased irritability or aggression, or changes in sleep and eating patterns warrant attention. Substance abuse as a new or escalating pattern often represents attempts to cope with unbearable psychological pain. Expressing feelings of worthlessness, talking about having no reason to live, or seeming suddenly calm after a period of depression can indicate they’ve decided on suicide and feel relieved by the decision. Recent significant losses or traumas, particularly if the young person lacks support or coping resources, increase risk. Family history of suicide or mental illness, previous suicide attempts, and access to lethal means all elevate concern. If you observe these signs, don’t wait—contact a mental health professional, call a crisis line, or take the person to an emergency room. Trust your instincts—if you’re concerned enough to wonder whether intervention is needed, err on the side of getting help.

How can mental health systems prevent cases like Sara Green’s from happening again?

Preventing similar tragedies requires systemic reforms at multiple levels. Most fundamentally, adequate funding for adolescent mental health services must create sufficient age-appropriate beds so vulnerable young people aren’t placed in adult facilities or sent far from support systems due to capacity shortages—the coroner explicitly identified this as contributing to Sara’s death. Services need specialized adolescent units with staff trained in developmental needs, trauma-informed care, and suicide prevention specifically for young people. Enhanced risk assessment protocols should identify escalating danger and trigger immediate intervention—Sara’s eight self-strangulation attempts in one month should have prompted intensive safety measures. Continuity of care through consistent therapeutic relationships rather than multiple facility transfers allows trust-building essential for effective treatment. Family involvement should be prioritized rather than hindered, with facilities located to enable regular contact. Patient voices must inform treatment decisions—when someone repeatedly says their condition is worsening, as Sara did in her diary, this should trigger care plan review. Comprehensive follow-up after discharge prevents young people from falling through gaps between services. Staff ratios adequate for close monitoring of high-risk patients, particularly overnight when many incidents occur, could prevent tragedies. Finally, serious incident reviews that honestly examine system failures rather than defensively protecting institutions can identify specific improvements. Sara’s family’s courage in sharing her story created accountability, but systemic change requires sustained political will, adequate resources, and cultural shifts prioritizing vulnerable young people’s safety above administrative convenience or cost considerations.

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